crushes

Crushes

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You know when you start liking someone and you can feel your heart opening up…It’s equal parts anxiety and excitement

Before, when you didn’t like anybody, life was not a roller coaster of emotions. You were just walking on the ground. But when you start liking someone and you don’t know how they feel, and you don’t know if they know how you feel…you stop walking on the ground and you’re either on cloud 9 or in limbo, that place between heaven and hell where you’re just waiting…

Yup, one minute you’re high on the chemical rush, the next you feel sick to your stomach. It’s terrific highs and extreme lows.

Even if you haven’t said anything… You feel exposed because your heart is way more invested than the evidence you see of his and you’re sure your cards are showing. And you wonder… how have I let someone… without them even knowing… have so much control over how I’m feeling? Their words (or lack of words) take on more significance than you’re willing to admit. When you like someone you give them power to either break your spirit or lift it up… I’m just not comfortable with anyone having that kind of power over me… I’ve never been one to wear my heart on my sleeve. It’s always safely tucked away, hiding, with a fortress around it and bodyguards the size of Chris Farley…

Cuz there’s that point when you feel yourself falling…and that feeling, that feeling of falling, not knowing if there’s someone waiting to catch you… it’s scary. I fear the “Almost lover” song. Of being in that position… Boyfriends, fiances and husbands aren’t the only ones capable of breaking your heart. Crushes can crush your heart as well.

Check it out! I love this song!

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  1. Nathan

    Wow, that’s quite a song. *saves for future use*

    You describe that feeling so well, especially the part about feeling exposed. Your brain keeps protesting, “This makes no sense! I have no logical reason to be so invested based on so little.”

    Handing your heart over doesn’t have to be quite so scary if you can trust the person to be gentle with it, even if she softly hands it back to you.

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